Life in a magic world

Less than 15 mns we have reached the point we are suppose to get down. Charge came around 13-15 Singapore dollars including night surcharge. Rajiv Sir and Praveenji took the responsibility to locate the hostel as there were no one to help us to locate the hostel. It is written in the mail that it is just behind Fragrance hotel. But for us it is a great task as we are quite new. At the end we could find the hostel. It was very near to us, forwhich we wandered in the early morning around 30mns. When we moved to the hostel Amigo, a small letter box welcomed us. We had instructions from the hostel owner that the room key is kept in the letterbox. The letterbox had a number lock. Got the key to enter in Amigo. A plight of steep steps were smiling on us. Climbed up and up with heavy bags. Our room was in second floor. Again there is another lock, where we have to press the secret code to open the door. If you forget you can open the door. Opened the door, rushed to the room, ya , it is ...

Date 10.07.2010 . It was the last day of our conference in Kuala Lumpur. Waiting for a freak out to Singapore. We were waiting for the clock to tick 9.30pm so as to move to the Imbi station from where we have to catch a bus to Singapore . First Shock, Bukit Bintang station has given us. We were waiting for the train to come, as we had hefty baggage, everyone near to us were looking us like who are these mad guys to travel in a highspeed metro. Our tension gone up as meantime one train didn’t stop in our station. The station is crowded, every one is looking for the next train. Imbi station is only 7-10 mns but my problem was how I can get don with the luggage as the stoppage is less than a minute. Train came at around 950 p.m and there was a mad rush from my side. Surprisingly other pax were pity on me, as they gave me space to keep it in, i am doubtful, same never happens in India. when the train started moving I looked for my friends. Thank god there also in..Without any problem ...

International Travel in Cow Class…..with full of Indians… think twice… Location : Kula Lumpur Low Cost Terminal easy to call LCCT. thousands of people travel from here to different part of the world. We were waiting at the main waiting room to see the boarding time. Departure time is 2.30 p.m. Baggage X Ray is is done and check in procedures are over. Another one hour. 2.00 p.m.: gates to boarding place was opened . Less than 50 chairs. Two –three duty free shops. All are crowded. That’s it.An international airport where there is no duty free area near to boarding gates. As we are first time travelers to Malaysia it was a big disappointment. Pls don’t think that I had a huge shopping budget, but atleast I thought to buy two bottles of Johny Walker. The rates are also high. The boarding point is crowded with passengers. Busy selection of branded perfumes, cigars, liquor are going on. All are upset because there is no time for shopping as the boarding is already started . Counters...

When we four of us landed up in Kuala Lumpur a smell of strangeness felt everywhere. Our bus driver was kind enough to drop us exactly in front of the Hostel/hotel. Time : 2.00 am, local time in Kuala Lumpur. We are still going with Indian standard time that’s 11.30 p.m in India. The city seems to be alive, people, vehicles, restaurants and shops everywhere lights and movement. The small glow board of Paradiso guided us to take the steep steps up to the reception. A clean shaven young man came up from the reception opened the door. We show our booking and soon he guided us to the room. I felt odd when our foot wears removed at the entrance. Then we moved to the room. A two tier 4 beded room. AC seems to be not functioning. Thrown our bags one side of the room and opened the curtain a telescreen at the opposite. The monorail track and station just opposite. Slipped in to the sleep and when we woke up it was 11 am in Kula Lumpur. Rushed to the bathroom. Small clean washroom. But the...

It is another day of horrible tests..... God only knows how I survive.... I am a failure in life.... failed to understand emotions... tears and grief chase me everywhere... Praying all Gods to give me courage.. not to let me fall own and crawl.. to give strength to stand in my feet ... Your are my strength and you are my courage... Your are the only one I can trust.... Failed to learn the lessons of life... failed to learn the art of survival.. failed to answer at the moment of challenges...

Why everything goes wrong around me... Am I severly punished out of my deeds....? But in heart., I always think not to harm even an ant.... Its difficult now to suffer the pain.... I am tired of the tests.... Is this way life will be ahead of me.... My nights become sleepless..... my heart feels as if I there are throns inside it.... my eyes only see nightmares, which make me wakeup in the day and night.. there is no energy left in the leg to move a single step.... why my life is like this ... to show me sufferings around me... or to bear the pain of the surrounding of others.. tired of everything.. nothing to earn, or nothing more to learn.... enough is enough ..... there is only darkness at the end of the tunnel....

So sad to hear again.... news make sense to our politicians when something wrong takes place Every minister in the country is surrounded by Z cat. security when they go anywhere. Our defence force fight terrorism and adverse climate in the borders, where the bureaucrats find it an opportunity to purchase low quality bullet proof and inflate their bank account the head of the IMA is caught in taking bribes --- shocking isnt it? innocent lives are lost everywhere, where the life of a human being is not even valued as an insect? We are habituated with all these, life will go on, unless untill some thing happens to me

It was just a chance i happened to stay at ICU (intensive Care Unit) in a night reached at 9 p.m in BHU -----ICU, outside every one was just like waiting to hear the call of the attentdent.. mosquitos, stinking toilet area, crowded passage outside the ICU push me to adjust overnight awake our patient is there inside and the entire family pray for a healthy life back the diseased...... by 10 p.m. all visitors move move out, only close relatives stay 1030 p.m, one after other, people start to sleep 11.00 p.m. attendant shouts " chodah no" means bed no.14, indicates something wrong 11.30 p.m. in a corner one fellow aged 30 app. was trying to control his grief., seems his parents pacifying him 12.00 am, the final call nou no.,                    a stretcher was moving out with a body, the scream became a cry and the body taken out , absolute silence every where 1.00 a,m another huge cry outside, just moved that direction ...

Its all beyond imaginations, all never wished in life.... stories touch the taste of blood in tongue ... I am a loser, my days are going tough no idea what is next.. I lost courage to stand confidently... I am blessed in profession.. but what happens in life... never dreamt all these... never ever...

Today is another testing day for central government... The cut motion by opposition against price hike and lot many issues.. Its obvious that government will survive... how? the BSP is going to support the government ..... So .. what was the meaning of Rahul Gandhi and Sonia propounded for long years... cheap political tricks to retain power using any ways.. now Mayawati is an angel who can only support the government a person who made Rocks are the symbols of prosperity of the state.. known for charges of bribery and lot of scandals... The moral of the story is ... things are back to square one.... May god save this nation

This is  the true side of life. You may find its common in your surroundings.. three kids at athe age of 2-4 are playing in an open are, where there is no tree shade at all their parents are busy in earning their livelihood. busy in construction work temperature reaching 44 Degree Celsius there is no one to offer them a glass of water or to advise to take care of them other side evening time IPL show starts the stadium is filled with people and the camera moves to celebrities, contoversial figures and magic laser light shows. Money is spent like anything. lot of pomp and showbusiness. just want to impress the world that Cricket is the pulse of  Indian life our ministers represent the figures of bribery, betting, and leaders of money laundering business is it not looting? every one say India is looted by British ? Did these representatives of people are not looting the poor indians is it democracy  or Crazy people rule India what a pathetic situation, in th...

There are many unanswered questions in life? The confusion increases when we think of it seriously, just living is always an option, but what happens when you want to keep your identity you have to lose many things... As usual, every day life brings lot of doubts, which are never ever going to be cleared.... which direction, I should move no specific answer other than a sleepless night

Today is another pass over day.. where the Lord Jesus attended his last supper ..... Here I am alone in my room where my parents & brother are far away... sitting at home they are thinking of me... I am completely lost from my past life ... This time no celebrations at all no thoughts on traditions, no thoughts on visiting a church.... yes, this is my 9th continuous year, where I am alone in my home..... ............................................. I am the saviour of my life.. ......if my deeds are good, that will result in my life.... Let me live in this world of solitude...............

how sad the  being a human being? to tolerate selfishness and rudeness... everyday life teaches many things in life.. people are becoming more greedy and adamant every one only advantages and forgets humility and for what purpose they are here? money is the only thing which brings you happiness? then life is miserable? that also you earn through a dirty way.. the teacher always praises himself as a young turk and act as the saviour of the earth..... it happened with me today... learnt a lesson how horrible human nature is? change your words all the time,  justify the wrong deeds .... do not admit the mistake ........ ......................................... a word comes in to mind.... whatever you earn/achieve in this earth..... if you lose your soul..... what will be the end result....... after a tough day ....of work , game in the court, having a drink, my fingers shiver with anger and sorrow where I am forced to see all this .......back to my half filled glasss.....

                                    Look at my table.. Filled with books and loose sheets Many of them are useless or dusty As if I used it weeks before Wish to hear who are my room mates? None other than Spider and lizard Every corner it made decent nets                 To trap its prey… The ceiling is not different Water leakage make, the design a modern art or miniature paintings Fan is also pretty good in condition, Cries in every lap when it works, As if it has lot of complaints against me Clothes spread all over the room, Mattress is also gone out of use As it borne my weight for years Even the laptop also hesitates to Open up its display My room is also warmer than usual Perhaps it also has stopped tolerating me

Life is a game.. which plays with emotions.. emotions take you for a ride, chance of winning is fairly bad, when your fate is not unavourable to you, what make you happy  can make you sad too ... pleasure and pain is momentous, but pleasure goes fast,  while pain last long can you match with sadness and happiness sadness put you down in life,  though happiness inspire you for time being... but my question is clear? if your life is full of sadness.....! even GOD cant save me, ha... ha... ha....

Sorrows take you to the depth of disappointment... sometimes think of why a life like this... we say it is Karma.... is it really true... Why should this sufferings in the life.. a short life or a long life.. do you really feel the pleasure of living.. My answer is no... its a race of many things in the child hood to be number one in class in the college to become a topper in the job to perform well and get the star personal life never compromises with you... atleast in my life.. the sum of life is frustration you have to take out to some one grief and sorrow that you borrow from some one.... or pain and misery all through the life... what you say... its my life .. wish as you live... pain ya pleasure... enjoy the life becoz it is short days will go.. as you count he seconds of your clock count down started... awaits you a world of ......?

When the sun disappears in the horizon, and shades of darkness grip the earth, my mind is filled with scary thoughts, eyes are tired and legs are shaky Thoughts, thoughts, unending thoughts.. graze my mind and puts my body down.. pass each moment with great difficulty, shocking dreams drag me all through the night fighting with the mysteries of life I am tired of living in this hell around waiting for the sunlight to come waiting for the day to start