Its My Life.....

This is a simple expression of the helpless condition of the dependence of the mind on body............! Thoughts are raining in the inner mind, helpless to explain, the way it I feel to do so, just passing time by looking at the clouded sky, with an aimless mind and a lazy body.... my friend told me this evening, 'trees in the campus appear in a new look, after a long awaited shower forewhich they looked for all these days....' its true that when you get something after a long wait, it really brings you pleasing/soothing effect, which you wish to experience the whole life... but what happends to someone , who is not even have the right to dream, when life seems to be tough from every corner as if, it test your endurance to survive where feelings continue to hurt your life, life is a prolonged journey of deeds that make you sick the more you think of it one of its kind none love to have it again, atleast it is the case of me...

The following is not exactly the title says.. It is rather simple expression of up beats of mind... Thoughts strike like sparks, shake the whole body at a time.. Eyes become only an ornament of the body, which gives a big picture of infinity. heart wooes for the presence of the desired one , war between real life and dreams, life just resembles a bubble, it looks very lovely from outside, but anytime it may break up and disappear in to silence.. unable to reach the pace of the world, passing each day and night with frantic speed , to find a shore for the journey of life, forgetting the golden moments that passed, recovering those from the lost world is a painful task than just thinking of it thoughts design a web of memories, that put me in a pool of sadness. every night is an offer a world that takes me to an undisturbed world of sleep  but the journey stops in the half way, as dreams turn in to nightmares, to end the trip and have some rest ...

A disturbing music wake me up at 6 am My friend who was in the near bed made an lam at 6, and couldn’t close my eyes even tried for another sleep. Continued to lie down in the bed till 6.30. am. Then woke up and moved to fresh up. Taken bath, got ready by 7 to go for a small walk to search a cup of tea. The campus was so beautiful and my eyes were in search of a tea shop. The canteen in the campus is yet to open. Moved to the otherside where I heard about a Dhaba. The morning breeze made me active enough to walk fast. Found a small dhaba where the person is about to prepare tea. I was relieved seeing this and there were two –three people who were also looking like waiting for tea. There was a posture placed in the wall and it was showing Happy Ed/Rakhi festival, Mr. xxxx, candidate for Grama Pradhan. Looking at the posture, someone was telling Ka likha hai… Rakshabandhan Hogailba. Then someone told that BJP is going to have campaign on Ram Mandir at Ayodya. The comment on this was i