Paranoid...!
Yes today I understand the meaning of Paranoid. I am truly a paranoid.. I lost the control on my thoughts. I just want to disappear form this ruthless world I am an idiot to think so shabbily. An emotional outburst, which is unable to tolerate, going out of my control as bit of words.. its toomuch that I ve enjoed everything in this short span of time.. I never wanted to be in this dirty par to of life, wish I could dissolve at an early moment.. hate .. only hate .. on all.. let me just say it... toomuch of frusturation ... no idea, why, whatever it is , it is better to stop here...