Is life colourful .....?
It is not a story, a real life experience.....
Borne in a middle class Indian family. Got an ambitious Degree in the desired subject. Four job offers at a time in prestigious organizations. But wish to develop career in academics pushed him back and stay in motherland. The youthful time devoted for learning Yoga, and Astrology. Developed the skill to control mind and body. A fast improvement in the career graph...
Life got a meaning when a partner entered in life.. Happy days but didn’t last long. The first shock came in to the life in the shape of an accident. It took away the inner strength and movement of one side of the body. Took long time to come back life, but by the time partner had already prepared to leave him alone../better to say……… live alone…..every one left no one near , no one as dear……
Every day life in the campus remain in canteens , tasteless samosas and tea…
Till late evenings in computer lab and department
A decade of sufferings. Career didn’t show returns things back to life. Those who begged for a days meal, whom he has helped have reached much better positions, still he remain same …..
Lonely life and over work… system, lab and students.... left with no time for personal life.. home is a grave where only sleep remains as the best friend……
The next test is in the form of a serious spinal disorder.. Shaking the rhythm of living. Attack paralysed the body to remain in bed for hours,,, extended to days,,,, days have passed now week,, and now months…
Colleagues came on first day, short telephone calls there after….. relatives stayed for few days ….But as the days grew longer the bed was left with him in the dark corridor of the hospital… later a small dark room in the house.. no friends, no calls …seems people are afraid of visiting as the room may have bad smells or he may ask favours…. Sympathy is the best expression god gifted to mankind to kill an individual with sweet poisoned words…………….
if you are healthy you are needed by everyone, otherwise no one…..
No idea, this is all about Karma.. what does sufferings is all about the blossom point of life…A glass of water, a tablet , or to go washroom ,,,,,, without an attendant, everything seems to be very very hard…
Eyes reflects depthness of pain… words are broken and movements are shaking ……….An eagerness to touch the sunlight again in life,,,,,,,,a the period of time which has taken completely away the real energy and enthusiasm, happiness …
Nothing seems to be attractive….
Does it mean negative thinking ya pessimistic … I pray GOD pls don’t put me in this condition.. I wish an early death instead of a suffering life….. Who knows what is written for me………
Borne in a middle class Indian family. Got an ambitious Degree in the desired subject. Four job offers at a time in prestigious organizations. But wish to develop career in academics pushed him back and stay in motherland. The youthful time devoted for learning Yoga, and Astrology. Developed the skill to control mind and body. A fast improvement in the career graph...
Life got a meaning when a partner entered in life.. Happy days but didn’t last long. The first shock came in to the life in the shape of an accident. It took away the inner strength and movement of one side of the body. Took long time to come back life, but by the time partner had already prepared to leave him alone../better to say……… live alone…..every one left no one near , no one as dear……
Every day life in the campus remain in canteens , tasteless samosas and tea…
Till late evenings in computer lab and department
A decade of sufferings. Career didn’t show returns things back to life. Those who begged for a days meal, whom he has helped have reached much better positions, still he remain same …..
Lonely life and over work… system, lab and students.... left with no time for personal life.. home is a grave where only sleep remains as the best friend……
The next test is in the form of a serious spinal disorder.. Shaking the rhythm of living. Attack paralysed the body to remain in bed for hours,,, extended to days,,,, days have passed now week,, and now months…
Colleagues came on first day, short telephone calls there after….. relatives stayed for few days ….But as the days grew longer the bed was left with him in the dark corridor of the hospital… later a small dark room in the house.. no friends, no calls …seems people are afraid of visiting as the room may have bad smells or he may ask favours…. Sympathy is the best expression god gifted to mankind to kill an individual with sweet poisoned words…………….
if you are healthy you are needed by everyone, otherwise no one…..
No idea, this is all about Karma.. what does sufferings is all about the blossom point of life…A glass of water, a tablet , or to go washroom ,,,,,, without an attendant, everything seems to be very very hard…
Eyes reflects depthness of pain… words are broken and movements are shaking ……….An eagerness to touch the sunlight again in life,,,,,,,,a the period of time which has taken completely away the real energy and enthusiasm, happiness …
Nothing seems to be attractive….
Does it mean negative thinking ya pessimistic … I pray GOD pls don’t put me in this condition.. I wish an early death instead of a suffering life….. Who knows what is written for me………